Friday, 7 December 2012

Prey

Late nights, early mornings, playing on key,

You leave another home, another bottle for free,
Never head back, 
Back in zone,
Smoke in your face, 4 shots of Patron,
Another black night, blacked out on the phone,
Last time you're called b*tch, because he's gone,

So now you looking right at me,
Looking for that ride,
What you got to offer me,
Still looking for that ride, (x2)

You grab me from the back,
Closer to you,
I see the lines in your face,
Lining up to the truth,
Fist full of green,
Smoking on cue,
You spot the next host,
Suck him dry, no clue,
Now when you're through,
What you gonna do,
You full right now,
Life lost in the zoo,

So now you looking right at me,
Looking for that ride,
What you got to offer me,
Still looking for that ride, (x2)

I know, 
Baby you still regret,
I know,
The things you never said,
I know, 
Laying in another bed,
Whoa, Oh whoa, oh, yeah,

You can call on me,
When you got no keys,
Same clothes, next day,
Same sh*t, next week,
Stains of the party, yeah

I love it when your hair's a mess,
Oh,
It's always when you stress,
Whoa,
It's why I love the way you are,
Only from afar, yeah,

You gonna be okay,
You don't worry about him,
You lying in his bedroom,
Hit lines of the sin,
You say to come now,
You got the juice, no gin,
If he comes home, 
It will be the end,
Whoa, yeah,

So now you looking right at me,
Looking for that ride,
What you got to offer me,
Still looking for that ride, (x2)

- Me






Tuesday, 4 December 2012

This Girl

I know this girl, she doesn't know me,
I think I love her, Need no other,
I want this girl in this life with me,
So I asked her name and I got her number,
Only problem that I got with her,
She makes me heartsick and is the curer,
We talked and talked for hours long,
Listening to her is like my favorite song,
She told me she never felt this happy before,
So I walked her to my heart and opened the door,
She walked in and asked who was here before,
I said no one important, so the place is yours,
So she moved in and said I'm forever yours,
Who thought I'd be this deep before,
But I'd never go back how I felt back then,
We go hand in hand, hand in pen,
Play with my Barbie, she plays with her Ken,
If loving her is sin, then I'm Satan's best friend,
She's my Mary Jane, I'm her King Kong,
Always high with her, Cheech and Chong,
Sweet, sugar lady,
Your taste is too sweet,
Take a scoop of your body,
Rub you down to your feet,
Everyday is halloween,
No games or tricks, only treats,

- Me


Saturday, 1 December 2012

Through

Breathing in ever slower,
My lungs gasping for air,
Its like the first time I saw you,
Like the first time I cared,
You looked crazy and gorgeous,
I knew I had to have you right then,
You said you don't take chances,
I'd make your rules bend,

From dreams I had of you,
You knew what I could do,
No love lies, its so true,
Take your sh*t, its through, its through, its through (x 2)

Whoa whoa whoa,
Once your gone, I forgot what its like,
Forgetting you is just as easy as riding bikes,
Baby girl I need you, HA! psyche,
Ya, I got a new life like,
No its not dark, I'm shining ever bright,
Its in a blue moon that I think again,
Where I said I loved you, and how I said it when,
Typed a whole message to you, but should I hit send?
Nah I am done with this luggage, its back in the bin,
It's funny when you said way back when,
To not forget the act, but to forgive the sin,
But the only problem is that sin don't end,
No regrets here there's a purpose to my end,


From dreams I had of you,
You knew what I could do,
No love lies, its so true,
Take your sh*t, its through, its through, its through (x 2)


To my next miss, I never want to disappoint you,
I just want to make sure you see the better me than what I went through,
She loves, she accepts me and the whole crew,
She's down to ride, she'll just say what were gonna do,
You wanna know if she make me smile like you do,
You wanna know if she pleases me like you do,
But do you really wanna know?
Do you wanna know the truth?
I'm a changed man, coming out of the booth,
So where should I take you?
Hitting clubs? No,
That ain't where we go,
We go where they can't see us with the summer breeze flow,
Oh, but you like the snow?
Then I'll take you to a place in the snow globes oh,
So, do you want to know?
Why I am here and why I got to know?


From dreams I had of you,
You knew what I could do,
No love lies, its so true,
Take your sh*t, its through, its through, its through (x 2)


















Tuesday, 20 November 2012

i'mPossible

Oooooooo Ooowhooaaaaaa
Ohhhh oooooooo

I wished you, I wished you now,
But who knows, where we will go,
I told you, I told you then,
I loved you, I love you still,
Saaaaavvvvve me....

You held me, you held my heart,
When your gone, I beat numb now,
Oh darling, ooooh ooooooohh oooohhhhhhhh

You feel this, I feel this too,
This is a, a dream come true,
Screaming, love me....love me...

Oh my star, you shine so bright,
I broke you, but you love me tight,
So I'll fix it, I'll fix it right,
If that means I'll bleed all night,

I'll hold you, and our hearts,
Never drop you, or those tears fall,
I feel...our...

Ooohhhhhhhh oohhhhhhhh
Ohhhhhhhh ooohhhhhhh ohhhhhh

One day, one day we will,
Prove ourselves, prove ourselves true,
Deep love, I drown in this,



Monday, 19 November 2012

For-give

There comes a point in his life where he must stand up and,
Take a stance on who he will be,
Take fault for all his deeds,
The shots and the girls must leave,

And no more will he act like a god on this earth,
To judge every man, woman, child he sees,
To forgive himself is the key,
He's a slave to himself, never free,

To never love her, 
Is to never love him,
Its why he needs her,
To complete him,
He beat his love from her,
She forgave the sin,

But why, but why, but why,
He knows not why she did,
Why she finds a way back to him,
Through it all it was all for them,
She doesn't understand why she still loves him,
For all his hellbound sins,

To see her face, to taste her once more,
How that feeling he fiends but no more,
That was gone when she walked out the door,
Now he spreads himself thin, where's the floor?
He can't stand up straight, he's too sore,
But he runs and he jumps like he's so sure,

To never love her, 
Is to never love him,
Its why he needs her,
To complete him,
He beat the love out of her,
She forgave the sin,

And he dreads the time that he will see her face,
Not because of her looks or his hate of her,
But because he can't have her,
Its because he can't have her,

Now he goes through this life,
Stacks up, dream cars, drinks flow, and the G's
Its all good but by then that he sees,
What she saw in him and what they could be,
She's gone, no longer can he make her happy,

To never love her, 
Is to never love him,
Its why he needs her,
To complete him,
He beat the love out of her,
She forgave the sin

Wednesday, 14 November 2012

You Ain't Done

Ohhhhh nooo
Ohhhhh nooo

So good, I'm so good, I'm so good
Never would you say I was bad,
I had your body trembling,
Sending tremors from your legs to your clawing hands,
Now you miss the kiss on your neck, sweat drops lick up to lollipops
But...but....but......

I honestly want to tell you,
That I never ever ever did love you,
Lust was red, now sweet darling I am blue,
You plant your love inside me but it never grew,

Who do you think that I was I'm afraid of myself,
And this thread of my lies only strain,
I will drain your love away,
Girl come it will only cause pain,

And you creep me, because you think that I am the one,
And you love me, because you know you love the gun,
And you want me, because its fun
And I know you ain't done
And you creep me, because you think that I am the one,
And you love me, because you know you love the gun,
And you want me, because its fun
It's fun, it's fun, it's fun

I hate to tell you but I want to see,
To watch you cry, forever bleed,
5 shots of this will make it ease,
Dancing on the floor brings your mind at peace,

But you see me right now he's a reminder of me,
You won't call, but I can't disagree,
I will drain your love away
Girl come it will only cause pain,

And you creep me, because you think that I am the one,
And you love me, because you know you love the gun,
And you want me, because its fun
And I know you ain't done
And you creep me, because she think that I am the one,
And you love me, because you know you love the gun,
And you want me, because its fun
It's fun, it's fun, it's fun
And I know you ain't done

Ahhh yess
Ahh yess
Ahhh sweet darling yes

- Myself

Monday, 5 November 2012

Hello Good Day, Bye Goodnight

Hello, good day miss,
I love that red dress,
You got a smile, got me frozen saying God bless,
But, do you know that? Well I want you to know,
Girl is an angel, when she laying in snow,
But oh shit, girl did you see that?
I mean did you hear that?
I mean did you feel that?
I mean did you want to see where this will go when I kiss that.
Just conversations now no more chit chat,

Fighting in the evening and we makeup,
In it in the morning without your makeup,
You are the very reason I want to cake up,
You love the smoke you want to bake up,
Hey what else is there to say?
I'm waking up beside you,
Making love each day,

But, but she feeling on me,
She knows what I need, 
She's a fiend of the D,
But hold up, what a minute, 
I'm 25 now, no longer 16,
Puppy love romances fade faster than jeans,
On with the show, see ya later missy,

I Got What?

Yeah they were loving my crew,
Yeah that was me and you,
Now were through,
Bringing it up, then dropping you down,
Of tears of you,
Jetlagged from going from what I want to what I need,
Females laying seeds,
Snatching a heart they can't see,

I got this, you want you,
I need it, you need you,
6 months, can't see you,
No love, I fade you,
You hate me, I do too,
Get too close, love curfew,

After knowing I gave up,
I wish we never met up,
So these tears never let up...and down,
No longer a queen to me, take off the crown,
Always bound by lack of trust,
Pain goes away to say this love was lust,
There was no option, it was a must,


I got this, you want you,
I need it, you need you,
6 months, can't see you,
No love, I fade you,
You hate me, I do too,
Get too close, love curfew,


Wings of hope, got them clipped,
It's a new life, a new tip,
I had the whip, so you call me Miracle,
Broken hearts got you hysterical,
You love the beats, I love the lyrical,
I infected your trust, venereal,
It hurts so numb the pain,
Drain like rain the novacane,
No feelings got me in a better frame,
Goodbye, farewell, to my games.


I got this, you want you,
I need it, you need you,
6 months, can't see you,
No love, I fade you,
You hate me, I do too,
Get too close, love on curfew,

Monday, 22 October 2012

Breeze

I know I'm doing this wrong,
I know I'm doing this, I'm screwing this, I'm blowing this wrong,
I know that another day is another one gone,
Who are you to tell me that I did nothing wrong,
I write it down, and write it again like another one of my songs,

So breeze,
Just breeze,
Just let me be,
One day you'll see,
Right now you can't see me,

Baby got me feeling, baby got me kneeling, baby got me bleeding,
This damn feeling is not good for my healing,
I stand on ceilings, talking to spiders,
Must be wired, biting my biters,
Losing this round, but I am a fighter,
I'll come back cause' I never tire,
If I love it I get it, my only desire

So breeze,
Just breeze,
Just let me be,
One day you'll see,
Right now you can't see me,

For you its true, but to me its a mirage,
I don't blame you, I only blame my flaws,
Your heart combed by my claws,
But you stand in awe,
I am faux,

So breeze,
Just breeze,
Just let me be,
One day you'll see,
Right now you can't see me,

Just let go, I'm doing you better away than to stay,
You think its the worst mistake to let you leave,
Years later you'll see why you can't be with me,
So breeze

- Myself

Sunday, 21 October 2012

What do I know?

I been with many pretty girls
Some who looked like they had no flaws
But I didn’t give a shit about them
I want to tell you this before I fall

I been to the west coast, to the far east
And I’m coming back and coming back soon
Don’t let me die in your heart
If I already did, then I’ll just lay in my tomb

I let you slip away
And that was my fault
I never knew what I wanted
Still don’t know the combination to my heart’s vault

I just wish you would miss me and care one more time
Maybe for old time’s sake
Maybe to give me a chance to mean I’m sorry
Maybe for my sanity’s sake

But what do I know
What do I know
What do I know
What do I know
Oh what do I know
What do I know
What do I know…

So you say you love him
You think he is the one
But can I ask you something?
Do you ever think how life would be, if I still called you Hun?

I never thought you would forget me
I thought I would always be there
I took your heart for granted
Won’t see me cry, Can’t shed no tear

I drove across the country
On Highway 1 to see you
I had some sights and sounds
But nothing has made me speechless like you do

But what do I know
What do I know
What do I know
What do I know
Oh but what do I know
What do I know
What do I know…


I know you haven’t heard from me in awhile
You told me to take a chance
To live life full of risks
Now I have to watch you and him take that dance

I told you I was going to find a way
I would make myself come back
Whether sooner or later
But now it ain’t worth jack

We had the greatest show on Earth
People watched us jealously
Now I got to watch from the outside
My tongue sour and my heart envies

But what do I know
What do I know
What do I know
What do I know
Oh bitch what do I know
What do I know
What do I know
What do I know…

We both can start over
We can show them all
We are happier than kids on swings
I’ll go where you are, even if I have to crawl

Oooo noooo you don’t want me
You had enough of this shit
But I’m willing to go thru hell alone
If it means coming back to you bitch

O Darling I’m coming back
Coming back for you
Coming back for I
Coming back for us
Coming back Darling
O Darling I’m coming back…

Love me, Hate me
Just say…

- Myself

I've Been


I've been to Vancouver and Whistler
I seen the Rockies, and the ocean too
But I'd trade it all
To lay one more time with you

I been to North and South Carolina
Got myself in a hurricane
If I think about you always
Does that make me insane?

Never been to St. John's
Or Newfoundland
Would you still be here?
If I had no land.

I still...
I still...
I still...
I still care
I still
I still
I still
I still care

Do you love what I love?
What I love is you
Were you once a princess?
I swear it's deja vu.

What we have is magic
They swear it's ridiculous
If it ends, it's tragic
When you got a love like this

I never been to Paris
I wish I could show you the world
We'll get high together
I'll try my best, my girl

I still...
I still...
I still...
I still care
I still
I still
I still
I still care

I have been to the Prairies
I seen fields of gold
But all the gold on the planet
You shine brighter each day you get old

I grew up in the city
I travelled all my life
You're just a small town girl
One day you'll be someone's wife

I hope you still think about me
When I am not with you
You are all I think about
Even when I'm next to you

I still...
I still...
I still...
I still care
I still
I still
I still
I still care

- Myself

Oh Mama


Oh Mama, I love you
I loved you from the beginning of time
I loved you always
Knowing that you are mine

Mama, you held me
At my weakest self
When I was just a baby
You loved me more than life itself

You did everything to make me happy
Went through hell and back
But know even when I'm crabby
I need you more than a fiend on crack

Oh mama, I love you
I love you now
I love you tomorrow
I love you forever
Oh mama, I love you
I love you now
I love you tomorrow
I love you forever

You make me feel safer than safe
Even if that doesn't make sense
For every night I woke up with nightmares
You guarded my dream's fence

I tried to make you proud of me
Through all my fuck ups
You tell me you want nothing else
But just to be happy and rise up

I will promise to follow your advice
When I find the love of my life
To treat her like God on earth
Faithful to her, O faithful wife

Oh mama, I love you
I love you now
I love you tomorrow
I love you forever
Oh mama, I love you
I love you now
I love you tomorrow
I love you forever

You seen me bring home all kinds of girls
Most you hated, Few you enjoyed
I will do what you told me eventually
Love her always, even when I am annoyed

I know you will always not be there
So I try to enjoy every minute I have
A part of you will always be with me
I hope it's your smile, I hope it's your laugh

We only have so much to say
So I'll tell you everything that you need to know
Oh mama, I love you here and now
I love you through our highs and our lowest low

Oh mama, I love you
I love you now
I love you tomorrow
I love you forever
Oh mama, I love you
I love you now
I love you tomorrow
I love you forever

- Myself

Love You


Hello darling, may I take this seat?
May you breathe meaning to each beat?
All I want is a simple conversation,
But your words are love drunk, give me...inebriation
I couldn't wait to know your name,
My words are cheesy, and yes it's lame,
Please understand, this is what I had to do,
It may not be the right way, but at least I am now with you,

So know that I love you,
Know that I do,
Know you are nothing,
Nothing but true,
Feed me your sickness,
And feed me your fears,
I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear
So know that I love you,
Know that I do,
Know you are nothing,
Nothing but true,
Feed me your sickness,
And feed me your fears,
I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear

You're the call I need on a bad day,
You pause my life, when I'm in play,
You confuse me, you understand me, you're a diamond in space,
You're a living dream breaking down my base,
Don't pinch me right now, just in case this is a lie,
I don't want to wake up, I would rather die,
So just tell me you love me, tell me you care,
Tell me you need me, tell me you're here,

So know that I love you,
Know that I do,
Know you are nothing,
Nothing but true,
Feed me your sickness,
And feed me your fears,
I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear,
So know that I love you,
Know that I do,
Know you are nothing,
Nothing but true,
Feed me your sickness,
And feed me your fears,
I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear

I hate how I love you,
How I love you I hate,
Every time your heart frowns,
Know that I feel like the greatest mistake,
I couldn't help but tell you,
That today you look ugly, fat, and hideous,
You are a bitch, and you know this,
You already know what I'll say next,
"I'm joking you crazy girl, I love you to death!"
So stay alive, I need you here
Remember the day we met, it was not at the fair, it was not at the cafe, it was right here,
Because right here is happening right now, and I still don't know you're name,
I should really ask you, but I can't...you're gone, you're dead, and now I'm same...

Wish you knew that I love you,
Know that I do,
Know you are nothing,
Nothing but true,
Feed me your sickness,
And feed me your fears,
I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear
So know that I love you,
Know that I do,
Know you are nothing,
Nothing but true,
Feed me your sickness,
And feed me your fears,
I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear

- Myself

Inspiration Girl


You're the one who comes home when he wakes up
You're the one who he sees only when he wakes up
You got the ambition girl
You want the whole wide world
You want this, you want that
You want to be the one for the one

So you working twice two jobs, full time degree
Studying, making funds, you forget what's sleep
He tells you he can't do this no more
You feel no ways about him, seeing him is a chore
So you walk out the door, and walk into infinite more
You doing what you love, so you can have more than before
More than what your Dukes had when she had you
You stressing, I see you from across the class
Fuck math, I just want to study you
Let's start a paper, I wanna be your conclusion
Sorry if I startled you, hope I'm not intruding

I see your ambition, I see your motivation
I see your fine too, Your my inspiration
I get A's to impress you, you still have no clue
So call me Blue then I'll lead you
My addiction is you boo,
You're an inspiration to all them lazy bitches
The dumb girl, with the fake tits, fresh stitches
I always freeze up when you smile, I'm computer glitching

You got my mind in a swirl, heart in a curl
Oh wait, I'm just dreaming
Who are you Inspiration Girl?

- Myself

Friday, 18 May 2012

Let Down

When we first met,
You had knocked me out,
With an embracing smile,
I wanted you to hear the echos when I shout,
That I need you,
That is without a doubt,

But know this now,
I am not the answer to your problem,
I will not be able to stay with you for too long,
I am just another problem in your problem,
It is a shame to even have said,
I loved you

I have been f**ked over much too long,
And me being with you is just doing yourself wrong,
Disappointment I'll bring, and I know you think I'm wrong
But just don't let me get close, and let me play a song

Don't love me darling
My love is true,
But for you it is not,
It is not meant to be,
And for this I'm sorry

So forgive all my faults,
Forgive all my flaws,
And fade me fool,
Fade me
Fade me
Fuck it with all you got
So forgive all my faults,
Forgive all my flaws,
And fade me fool,
Fade me
Fade me
Fuck it with all you got

You cared all you had,
To make sure I was glad,
But it's not your love I'm feeling,
I know this sounds bad,

So erase me out,
Pencil in a new man,
To make you happy,
And feel what love is again,

You're love was not enough,
My lies made you rough,
Though at least you came out stronger,
But I came out with losing you, these days pass by longer

I wish I could,
Could turn back the sands,
Hourglass of time, and never made you mine,
Because you will be happier that way,
One less tear, to drip down your face,

So forgive all my faults,
Forgive all my flaws,
And fade me fool,
Fade me
Fade me
Fuck it with all you got
So forgive all my faults,
Forgive all my flaws,
And fade me fool,
Fade me
Fade me
F**k it with all you got

Forever, forever is here
Forever is not with me
With me my dear,
I am your worst fear
So adieu to you
Goodbye, I sigh
You sigh, Goodbye
At least we tried


- Myself

Wednesday, 16 May 2012

High

I'm the one in her veins, flowing in and out
She fiends day and night, she can't resist
Her mind tells her its too fast, too much
But her heart wants it, needs it, kills for it
Her body and mind can't fight what I give her
Dodging it all to please her, get her higher
She'll take another hit,
Stronger now
More of my love, inject it now
One more hit
Its never enough
Never thinks the What ifs
Only feels the pleasure, always bites the pain
Two hits more
O.D. on this shit right now
Crazy, fucking feeling
She pleading, she kneeling, she screaming
She'll bleed just for the feeling
Bitch crazy, crazy bitch made me
Wavy love, can't fade me
A fiend of me, my baby

- Myself