Breeze

I know I'm doing this wrong,

I know I'm doing this, I'm screwing this, I'm blowing this wrong,

I know that another day is another one gone,

Who are you to tell me that I did nothing wrong,

I write it down, and write it again like another one of my songs,

So breeze,

Just breeze,

Just let me be,

One day you'll see,

Right now you can't see me,

Baby got me feeling, baby got me kneeling, baby got me bleeding,

This damn feeling is not good for my healing,

I stand on ceilings, talking to spiders,

Must be wired, biting my biters,

Losing this round, but I am a fighter,

I'll come back cause' I never tire,

If I love it I get it, my only desire

So breeze,

Just breeze,

Just let me be,

One day you'll see,

Right now you can't see me,

For you its true, but to me its a mirage,

I don't blame you, I only blame my flaws,

Your heart combed by my claws,

But you stand in awe,

I am faux,

So breeze,

Just breeze,

Just let me be,

One day you'll see,

Right now you can't see me,

Just let go, I'm doing you better away than to stay,

You think its the worst mistake to let you leave,

Years later you'll see why you can't be with me,

So breeze

- Myself

What do I know?

I been with many pretty girls

Some who looked like they had no flaws

But I didn’t give a shit about them

I want to tell you this before I fall

I been to the west coast, to the far east

And I’m coming back and coming back soon

Don’t let me die in your heart

If I already did, then I’ll just lay in my tomb

I let you slip away

And that was my fault

I never knew what I wanted

Still don’t know the combination to my heart’s vault

I just wish you would miss me and care one more time

Maybe for old time’s sake

Maybe to give me a chance to mean I’m sorry

Maybe for my sanity’s sake

But what do I know

What do I know

What do I know

What do I know

Oh what do I know

What do I know

What do I know…

So you say you love him

You think he is the one

But can I ask you something?

Do you ever think how life would be, if I still called you Hun?

I never thought you would forget me

I thought I would always be there

I took your heart for granted

Won’t see me cry, Can’t shed no tear

I drove across the country

On Highway 1 to see you

I had some sights and sounds

But nothing has made me speechless like you do

But what do I know

What do I know

What do I know

What do I know

Oh but what do I know

What do I know

What do I know…

I know you haven’t heard from me in awhile

You told me to take a chance

To live life full of risks

Now I have to watch you and him take that dance

I told you I was going to find a way

I would make myself come back

Whether sooner or later

But now it ain’t worth jack

We had the greatest show on Earth

People watched us jealously

Now I got to watch from the outside

My tongue sour and my heart envies

But what do I know

What do I know

What do I know

What do I know

Oh bitch what do I know

What do I know

What do I know

What do I know…

We both can start over

We can show them all

We are happier than kids on swings

I’ll go where you are, even if I have to crawl

Oooo noooo you don’t want me

You had enough of this shit

But I’m willing to go thru hell alone

If it means coming back to you bitch

O Darling I’m coming back

Coming back for you

Coming back for I

Coming back for us

Coming back Darling

O Darling I’m coming back…

Love me, Hate me

Just say…

- Myself

I've Been

I've been to Vancouver and Whistler

I seen the Rockies, and the ocean too

But I'd trade it all

To lay one more time with you

I been to North and South Carolina

Got myself in a hurricane

If I think about you always

Does that make me insane?

Never been to St. John's

Or Newfoundland

Would you still be here?

If I had no land.

I still...

I still...

I still...

I still care

I still

I still

I still

I still care

Do you love what I love?

What I love is you

Were you once a princess?

I swear it's deja vu.

What we have is magic

They swear it's ridiculous

If it ends, it's tragic

When you got a love like this

I never been to Paris

I wish I could show you the world

We'll get high together

I'll try my best, my girl

I still...

I still...

I still...

I still care

I still

I still

I still

I still care

I have been to the Prairies

I seen fields of gold

But all the gold on the planet

You shine brighter each day you get old

I grew up in the city

I travelled all my life

You're just a small town girl

One day you'll be someone's wife

I hope you still think about me

When I am not with you

You are all I think about

Even when I'm next to you

I still...

I still...

I still...

I still care

I still

I still

I still

I still care

- Myself

Oh Mama

Oh Mama, I love you

I loved you from the beginning of time

I loved you always

Knowing that you are mine

Mama, you held me

At my weakest self

When I was just a baby

You loved me more than life itself

You did everything to make me happy

Went through hell and back

But know even when I'm crabby

I need you more than a fiend on crack

Oh mama, I love you

I love you now

I love you tomorrow

I love you forever

Oh mama, I love you

I love you now

I love you tomorrow

I love you forever

You make me feel safer than safe

Even if that doesn't make sense

For every night I woke up with nightmares

You guarded my dream's fence

I tried to make you proud of me

Through all my fuck ups

You tell me you want nothing else

But just to be happy and rise up

I will promise to follow your advice

When I find the love of my life

To treat her like God on earth

Faithful to her, O faithful wife

Oh mama, I love you

I love you now

I love you tomorrow

I love you forever

Oh mama, I love you

I love you now

I love you tomorrow

I love you forever

You seen me bring home all kinds of girls

Most you hated, Few you enjoyed

I will do what you told me eventually

Love her always, even when I am annoyed

I know you will always not be there

So I try to enjoy every minute I have

A part of you will always be with me

I hope it's your smile, I hope it's your laugh

We only have so much to say

So I'll tell you everything that you need to know

Oh mama, I love you here and now

I love you through our highs and our lowest low

Oh mama, I love you

I love you now

I love you tomorrow

I love you forever

Oh mama, I love you

I love you now

I love you tomorrow

I love you forever

- Myself

Love You

Hello darling, may I take this seat?

May you breathe meaning to each beat?

All I want is a simple conversation,

But your words are love drunk, give me...inebriation

I couldn't wait to know your name,

My words are cheesy, and yes it's lame,

Please understand, this is what I had to do,

It may not be the right way, but at least I am now with you,

So know that I love you,

Know that I do,

Know you are nothing,

Nothing but true,

Feed me your sickness,

And feed me your fears,

I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear

So know that I love you,

Know that I do,

Know you are nothing,

Nothing but true,

Feed me your sickness,

And feed me your fears,

I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear

You're the call I need on a bad day,

You pause my life, when I'm in play,

You confuse me, you understand me, you're a diamond in space,

You're a living dream breaking down my base,

Don't pinch me right now, just in case this is a lie,

I don't want to wake up, I would rather die,

So just tell me you love me, tell me you care,

Tell me you need me, tell me you're here,

So know that I love you,

Know that I do,

Know you are nothing,

Nothing but true,

Feed me your sickness,

And feed me your fears,

I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear,

So know that I love you,

Know that I do,

Know you are nothing,

Nothing but true,

Feed me your sickness,

And feed me your fears,

I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear

I hate how I love you,

How I love you I hate,

Every time your heart frowns,

Know that I feel like the greatest mistake,

I couldn't help but tell you,

That today you look ugly, fat, and hideous,

You are a bitch, and you know this,

You already know what I'll say next,

"I'm joking you crazy girl, I love you to death!"

So stay alive, I need you here

Remember the day we met, it was not at the fair, it was not at the cafe, it was right here,

Because right here is happening right now, and I still don't know you're name,

I should really ask you, but I can't...you're gone, you're dead, and now I'm same...

Wish you knew that I love you,

Know that I do,

Know you are nothing,

Nothing but true,

Feed me your sickness,

And feed me your fears,

I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear

So know that I love you,

Know that I do,

Know you are nothing,

Nothing but true,

Feed me your sickness,

And feed me your fears,

I'll take it all so you'll shed no tear

- Myself

Inspiration Girl

You're the one who comes home when he wakes up

You're the one who he sees only when he wakes up

You got the ambition girl

You want the whole wide world

You want this, you want that

You want to be the one for the one

So you working twice two jobs, full time degree

Studying, making funds, you forget what's sleep

He tells you he can't do this no more

You feel no ways about him, seeing him is a chore

So you walk out the door, and walk into infinite more

You doing what you love, so you can have more than before

More than what your Dukes had when she had you

You stressing, I see you from across the class

Fuck math, I just want to study you

Let's start a paper, I wanna be your conclusion

Sorry if I startled you, hope I'm not intruding

I see your ambition, I see your motivation

I see your fine too, Your my inspiration

I get A's to impress you, you still have no clue

So call me Blue then I'll lead you

My addiction is you boo,

You're an inspiration to all them lazy bitches

The dumb girl, with the fake tits, fresh stitches

I always freeze up when you smile, I'm computer glitching

You got my mind in a swirl, heart in a curl

Oh wait, I'm just dreaming

Who are you Inspiration Girl?

- Myself